"My bed is the only safe space I have, but my dreams keep being invaded by a symphony of strings, drums, and flamenco guitar.
Religious zealotry march thru my mind adding poison to both my sexual and platonic relationships; meanwhile, I'm trying as hard as possible to outrun the anxiety caused by feverish texts to my phone.
Can I find a way to escape this turmoil before the music devolves into chaos? Or will I once again be consumed by this darkness, only to be relived the very next time He hits me up?"
lyrics
I feel it now, I feel endowed to u (You)
My thoughts are loud, I cannot bow to u (You)
Falling away, my bed isn't safe no more, I'm torn
ACT I
take me somewhere poison,
and ill go farther, oh Father
why did You forsake me?
I'm running back from a dream...
everyone's coming to get me,
no one to protect me,
I'm all on my own
wish I could just get rid of my phone,
and be all alone, no more attention for hoes or bros,
i live on the tip of my toes...
but it's all for show
I feel it now, I'm always in doubt, since you
prayer is thin, since I gave it up to him,
falling away, my bed isn't safe no more, I'm torn...
ACT II
I stuck my hand in the rain coming down,
our bodies and clouds
are of pink, yellow, and brown.
but Your face is in a shroud, and You vanished in the crowd,
i felt my phone screen crack and I dropped it to the ground...
my soul was never found,
the ringings getting louder,
the room's collapsing in and the poisons spreading farther -
just please, get away from me, I don't mean to be mean,
I just don't want to be seen, no more.
I feel it now, I feel endowed to U
my thoughts are loud, I cannot bow to U
fading away, my head isn't safe no more, I'm torn...
ACT III
my bed is the only safe space I have,
my only place off of the ground,
so why would I (or should I, or do I)
invite u to desecrate it with faithless love,
and blood,
and memories of moments where bliss took me from this earth and
laid my soul to rest among the countless fantasies
I had imagined there...
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